I think I saw Wesa at The Madison Market last night. If so, that would mean that I have seen her twice in public and not said howdy.

I'm pretty sure I just told one of the coolest girls I've met in a long time that I don't want to see her anymore.

I'm thinking about cutting my nuts off and donating them to someone that could use them. I obviously have no need.

NOw, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go find a bottle of something to crawl into for a while. I wonder if I have any drano.

Why do I always find awesome girls that are totally awesome, and things go awesome between me and them, and then I find out that the awesome girl is going through a stage where she doesn't want something serious now and they plan on dating other people just because?

Grr.

All things appear to be going well with lil' miss chicky. Since we first went out last Wednesday, we have hung out on Saturday, Sunday, and today. Every time has been better than the last.

Geeeeeeeez.

So the first date went really well. Walked around Greenlake with our dogs. Talked the whole time. Once we were done walking, we sat on a bench and talked longer. Then I walked her to her car, halfway around the lake again. And then SHE prolonged the hug goodbye, and so I snuck a little goodnight kissy action in there.

But this just means that since it went well, it will end even more and more horrible than ever before iagined.

Well, I've got myself another date on Wednesday off of OKcupid. We have been sending eachother messages quite a bit this past week, and she seems to like me a great deal. I like her quite a bit so far. And she's pretty cute, and has got a bunch of piercings.

So who wants to take bets on how horribly it will actually end up?

Oooh, I see how this all works. You drink it before you eat, and you are so repulsed by the taste, you totally lose your appetite and you don't eat. I get it.

I got a new tattoo

I fucking HATE chicks. They are probably the most retarded creation on this planet. Goddammit. They make no sense at all. AT ALL.

So I'm dating this girl for a month, and things are going awesome. We connect on so many different levels. We can talk for hours, sex is incredible, we agree on important things and still find stuff to argue about. It was awesome. Then last monday she calls me and tells me she doesn't want to date me anymore because it's just not the right thing for her right now.

What the fucking fuck hell? That's all she can manage to tell me. No actual reason. Just those empty fucking words.

I fucking hate women so much. Is it too late for me to jump on the gay train? Wasn't popcultureicon have women issues a while ago? Does he wanna jump on the gay train with me?

Iceage Cobra at the Highdive

OR!

Blackeyes and Neckties at the King Cobra

I can't go to both. I don't have one of those magic pendants that Hermione had. Or a flux capacitor.

shoes brains!

I've found myself to be pretty good at finding old friends via the internet. Most of the time it's pretty easy. Almost everyone has a friendster, myspace, or face book nowadays. Even when they don't, I'm pretty good at finding people. During the time of my friends suicide a few months back, I was able to find a friend of his that I met only once, only knowing her first name and that she once attended Yale.

Today I was going through a box full of old stuff from when I was a kid, and came across a stack of old notes and letters. I've kept in touch with almost everyone in the stack, but there was one that I didn't, and I really wish I had. And she exists nowhere on the internet.

I'm a sad panda.

Today is my last day at my current job. I threw away about a shit tonof papers I haven't even looked at in 2 or 3 years. I've been playing on the internets all day. I guess I could just go home.

Well, not me so much. But my mac n' cheese.

Yay!

I am barfing. This sucks.

This new Galactic album is pretty fantastic. I say go buy it, download it, whatever. Just get it.

Does Chewbacca growl when your phone rings? Mine does.

I have an awesome new smoker/grill. Do you?

I had my second interview today with that company. The HR lady said it was only going to be with one guy, the COO. But it wasn't. There was 3 guys there. The COO, an owner, and another dude.

I think it went ok, but I'm worried they may think I am over-qualified. I guess I made myself sound too awesome.

Also, I was in Seaside Orgeon over the weekend for a wedding. Look at my pictures.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/32479402@N00/collections/72157601570749360/